Friday, December 31, 2010

Peanut butter brownies....and New Year's eve

2010 is ending with some sad things. Today, we were busy packing our stuff away...

Christmas decorations

...and working hard to make the house look like a Pier 1 catalog.


paint brush


While we're in the middle of these wearying tasks, I'm grateful for the thankful heart God has given me. Even though I'm sad, I'm also thankful for friends (locals who spent their New Year's eve helping us paint our basement) and family (parents who call to check on my head cold and a husband who reminds me that we're in this together).  

Knowing this New Year's eve was going to be quiet one, I thought peanut butter and chocolate might make it a bit more special.

While we were doing some last minute grocery shopping during our Christmas travels, I saw my favorite brownie box mix from yesteryear. This box mix reminds me of college, laughter and friends. So not surprisingly, I grabbed an armful of boxes.


box mixes


After bringing my treasure home, I remembered that, unlike in college, I actually bake things from scratch now. So, I combined my favorite brownie recipe with a 1 cup of peanut butter chips (omitting the chocolate chips and walnuts).  

Success!


peanut butter brownie


Regardless of all the unknowns in 2011...friends, family, peanut butter and chocolate seem like a pretty good way to kick off the new year. 

Monday, December 27, 2010

Dark chocolate chip cookies...and introspection





Last week, we spent two days driving through "Ethan Frome" landscapes to visit family for Christmas. It was simultaneously stark, lovely and conducive for introspection.

Driving through farmland was comforting since it's the environment in which I grew up. I also felt sad as we drove because I'd pictured myself living my adult life in this setting, but reality has been moving me further from this picture. Right now, we're in the process from moving from one large metropolitan area to an even larger one.

However, the childish image I had of my adult life, not surprisingly, doesn't fit the actual adult that I have become. It turns out that the adult that I am can thrive and adapt fairly well. Nevertheless, adult and child merge into one where chocolate chip cookies are concerned. 


This photo is appetizing....




...if you consider it in light of this photo.




The first photo means that even in a flurry of moving-related activity, we can still enjoy the contents of the second photo.

I've been compulsively making and freezing food so that even when we put the house on the market, we'll still be able to derive comfort from home-cooked meals. I'm also hoping to minimize our need for eating out and convenience foods.

These cookies were inspired by Mark Bittman and a bag of dark chocolate chips. First, most people would look at a copy of How to Cook Everything: Holiday Cooking by Bittman and pick out festive recipes to try. I, on the other hand, picked out the simple but perfect recipes that I could enjoy any day of the week. Second, when I found a bag of dark chocolate chips at my local grocery, I grabbed it since there's no guarantee that I will be able to find this precious commodity when I want it.

In addition to swapping semi-sweet chocolate chips for dark chocolate chips, I also: reduced the salt from 1/2 teaspoon to a pinch; used 1/4 cup of whole wheat flour instead of a full 2 cups of all-purpose flour; measured stingy amounts of both sugars; and increased the baking time from 10 minutes to 12 minutes. None of the swaps were noticeable in the taste of the final product.

Classic (Dark) Chocolate Chip Cookies
(inspired by How to Cook Everything: Holiday Cooking by Mark Bittman)

1/2 pound (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
3/4 cup white sugar
3/4 cup brown sugar
2 eggs
1 3/4 cups (9 ounces) all-purpose flour
1/4 cup whole wheat flour
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
pinch of salt
1 teaspoon vanilla 
2 cups dark chocolate chips

Preheat the oven to 375 degrees.

Use an electric mixer to cream together the butter and sugars; add the eggs one at a time and beat until well blended.

Combine the flour, baking soda and salt in a bowl and add them to the batter by hand, stirring to blend. Stir in the vanilla and then the chocolate chips. Drop by tablespoons onto the ungreased baking sheets and bake until lightly browned, about 12 minutes. Cool for about 2 minutes on the sheets before using a spatula to transfer the cookies to a rack to finish cooling. 

Makes 3 to 4 dozens

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Also, in case you're wondering, we're moving to New York City.




Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Worst Christmas?

There are many reasons why this Christmas promises to be the worst I have yet to experience:

1. No decorations
2. No cookies
3. No gift wrapping extravaganza
4. No greeting cards
5. No stocking excitement
6. No eager anticipation of a white Christmas
7. No holiday-themed novels
8. No red and green crafts
9. No listening to holiday songs while enjoying all the aforementioned things
10. No watching holiday movies while enjoying all the aforementioned things

My husband is accepting a new job. We're moving. We're in the middle of uprooting ourselves. We're turning from the comfort of our lives and the joys of the season.

I'm scared and anxious.

However, as a result of all those deterrents, this might be the best Christmas I've experienced.
I have never before experienced the power of Emmanuel, "God with us," like I have now.


candle